One-week Holiday

Our one week semester break is coming to an end which means that I'll have to go back to Nilai very soon. *Sighs sadly*. Frankly speaking, I don't like it there. Not anymore. The place is so dead but with some friends, life could be much better in Nilai. At least, they never fail to put a smile on my face.

"Bila nak minum? I wanna see the stupid things that you do when you're drunk!" I got this lovely text message from Suresh. *Grins*. You'll see the hyperactive me soon enough. I promise. Liquor or beer, my dear?

So, for the past few days, I'd been spending most of my time with this someone special. Most of the nights spent was at Pure and I'm terribly sorry that I said some hurting words when I was tipsy that night. It was all because of that last glass of Tequila Pop. Lick salt, drink, bite lemon and I'll go WHEEEEE!!!

I don't know why there were no curfews for the past few days but I shouldn't be taking advantage. I should learn to deal with temptations and go home early. I never failed to sleep in the car with my Pvt. Ltd. pillow, bolster and blanket. YOU know what I mean! *Winks*.

Karaoke Night

How to release stress and relieve the baggage of life? I'm so tensed up and I decided to go Karaoke with my friends. Well, Karaoke is my favorite thing to do and I have amazing friends who are always there for me. So, I sang my lungs out. To be more specific, I wasn't even singing. I was screaming at the top of my lungs. Though I lost my voice after a few songs and my voicebox is paining still. It felt awesome! No hangovers, no punching, no pinching or any other ways to hurt myself. We were just enjoying ourselves, dancing on the sofas, drinking like we'll never get drunk, throwing peanuts at each other and I'll let the pictures do the talking.

This idiot tripped

And he also bullied me! Nabeh 0\(><)/0

I'm Not Over You

*Knock knock*

"Delivery! Miss, this is your clean bath towel and some money from him and your clothes are still at the laundry shop."

Okay, so it wasn't like that, but Selina knocked on my door early in the morning and brought me things that I needed. My eyes were filled with tears. When will he get over me? But now the question is "How do I get over him?"

Your Last Request

I found this little note that you left for me and I grant you your wish. Thank you for leaving footprints in my life.

Only Memories Will Remain

Feelings fade but memories remain. It hurts me to see the tears streaming down your face. Tears of pain, tears of sorrow, tears of regret. My heart's torn apart. You looked into my eyes and asked what I'm not satisfied about you. Nothing. I couldn't speak. I only gave you a blank stare but I know it's time to let go and move on.

You used to clip my nails, comb my hair, took care of me. You've done more than enough to melt my heart. You made me happy and I'm sorry I'm not willing to try to work things out. I'm afraid that I might hurt you again. I let you down. Things can't be the way they used to be. It's not easy but I'm sure you'll get over me someday and I'll pray hard for your happiness.

Chocolate Sundaes, Coke and a lot more remind me of you. Thank you for the bitter and sweet memories. I'll remember you, always. Please forgive me =(

I'm so gonna miss you.