Mend My Broken Heart

I spent most of my time waiting,
for your call, for a response, for a chance to be with you.
But all I could taste were my salty tears.
My smile faded and my hopes shattered.
I was feeling left out in your life.
I'm missing your intimate touch.
I'm longing to be in your arms.
And I'm trying my very best to catch up with you.
All I want is a lil' time for "Me & You".
You have dreams and you are my dream come true.
That is why I'm chasing you.
I'm panting hard and I don't know if I caught up with you.
Don't abandon me baby.
Please don't turn your back and walk away.
I could feel the tears streaming down my face.
My heart is fragile, so handle it with care,
and put the pieces back together.

I love you more than you'll ever know.

Valentine's Day

Every February 14th, gifts, chocolates and roses are often exchanged between loved ones and it's a day usually treasured by women but who says men don't look forward to this day? Like women, men want to feel celebrated and adorned on Valentine's day. They want to be loved, desired and pampered just as much as women do. Tell me if I'm wrong.

On this special day, I spent most of my time with friends in Nilai. The area around our campus was flooded with loving couples and groups of friends. It seemed like it was the first time I ever seen Nilai so happening. Usually this place is dead and it looks haunted. Well, slightly better than "Silent Hill" town. At least that's what I think.

After midnight, when I was outside My Box waiting for a room for Karaoke, there was this guy who worked at D Max hair salon, walked up to me, wished me "Happy Valentine's Day" and gave me this Chicken Plush wrapped up nicely. My eyebrows went up and my jaw dropped as I didn't expect this but at the same time, I knew it wasn't specially for me. I'm sure he was just giving it to random girls to get more customers. Maybe he thought my hair was messy and needed a haircut?

Valentine's day to me is a special day to enhance your creative skills, to make your loved one feel appreciated and to show your passion in every possible way. It is a chance given to add colors and some spice into relationships. Every February 14th is something new to me and I spent more than half of the day of 2009's Valentine's day waiting. Thanks to you! I left you wandering around the shopping mall all alone for quite some time but I knew it was a sensible choice after I saw your smile =P Fair and square then. Despite you being late, everything turned out fantastic! Dinner at Taro, roses, gifts and most importantly you kept your promise to dance for me. Yay!

I'll never get enough of you baby.

Money Can't Buy Time

Have you ever waited for someone and after one hour they haven't showed up? Or you wake up late, miss an appointment and everything is screwed. My brother once told me that if we woke up late and half the day was gone, we would feel shitty for the rest of the day. Yes, I have to agree with him. It is so true.

The sand of the hour glass flows. Time is so very precious. It is ever on the move and once gone, it will never return and where does it go?

Seriously, I don't mind waiting for 15 minutes or so but anybody who would make me wait for more than 45 minutes is so gonna get an icy stare from me! They better not talk to me after they showed up.

We show a lack of respect for other people's time for being late and time management, of course, is the key to punctuality. There are many things that we could do to prevent ourselves from being late like getting up early, planning things ahead, predicting the time we need to travel from one place to another or even set our clocks back a few minutes.

So, next time if you know you're gonna be late, please inform the other party. Don't keep people waiting and please don't delay your existing appointments for other new appointments. If your schedule is too tight, don't make promises at all.

Nobody can turn back time or rewind the clock. So, please, don't make me wait.

One-week Holiday

Our one week semester break is coming to an end which means that I'll have to go back to Nilai very soon. *Sighs sadly*. Frankly speaking, I don't like it there. Not anymore. The place is so dead but with some friends, life could be much better in Nilai. At least, they never fail to put a smile on my face.

"Bila nak minum? I wanna see the stupid things that you do when you're drunk!" I got this lovely text message from Suresh. *Grins*. You'll see the hyperactive me soon enough. I promise. Liquor or beer, my dear?

So, for the past few days, I'd been spending most of my time with this someone special. Most of the nights spent was at Pure and I'm terribly sorry that I said some hurting words when I was tipsy that night. It was all because of that last glass of Tequila Pop. Lick salt, drink, bite lemon and I'll go WHEEEEE!!!

I don't know why there were no curfews for the past few days but I shouldn't be taking advantage. I should learn to deal with temptations and go home early. I never failed to sleep in the car with my Pvt. Ltd. pillow, bolster and blanket. YOU know what I mean! *Winks*.

Karaoke Night

How to release stress and relieve the baggage of life? I'm so tensed up and I decided to go Karaoke with my friends. Well, Karaoke is my favorite thing to do and I have amazing friends who are always there for me. So, I sang my lungs out. To be more specific, I wasn't even singing. I was screaming at the top of my lungs. Though I lost my voice after a few songs and my voicebox is paining still. It felt awesome! No hangovers, no punching, no pinching or any other ways to hurt myself. We were just enjoying ourselves, dancing on the sofas, drinking like we'll never get drunk, throwing peanuts at each other and I'll let the pictures do the talking.

This idiot tripped

And he also bullied me! Nabeh 0\(><)/0

I'm Not Over You

*Knock knock*

"Delivery! Miss, this is your clean bath towel and some money from him and your clothes are still at the laundry shop."

Okay, so it wasn't like that, but Selina knocked on my door early in the morning and brought me things that I needed. My eyes were filled with tears. When will he get over me? But now the question is "How do I get over him?"

Your Last Request

I found this little note that you left for me and I grant you your wish. Thank you for leaving footprints in my life.

Only Memories Will Remain

Feelings fade but memories remain. It hurts me to see the tears streaming down your face. Tears of pain, tears of sorrow, tears of regret. My heart's torn apart. You looked into my eyes and asked what I'm not satisfied about you. Nothing. I couldn't speak. I only gave you a blank stare but I know it's time to let go and move on.

You used to clip my nails, comb my hair, took care of me. You've done more than enough to melt my heart. You made me happy and I'm sorry I'm not willing to try to work things out. I'm afraid that I might hurt you again. I let you down. Things can't be the way they used to be. It's not easy but I'm sure you'll get over me someday and I'll pray hard for your happiness.

Chocolate Sundaes, Coke and a lot more remind me of you. Thank you for the bitter and sweet memories. I'll remember you, always. Please forgive me =(

I'm so gonna miss you.