Saturday, May 23, 2009
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Thank You For A Wonderful Night
I was about to add myself to the list of dead people but I'm glad I didn't join the few zombies roaming on earth.
Noob Vs. Pro. I know about this noob hai who tried hard to perform tricks and demonstrate stunts on the pool table but they turned out to be awfully ugly. It was quite embarrassing but heck, who cares? No matter how awkward, I would still be the first to have a good laugh at myself.
Didn't expect a pool night would end up to be something different but I have to agree with you that spontaneous events bring much exhilaration. Thanks =)
I just kept looking down,
I st-st-stuttered when you asked me what I'm thinking 'bout."
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A Lovely Couple
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Friday, May 15, 2009
Independence: A New Beginning
She glared at the girl in the mirror with narrowed eyes shooting daggers, pointed and said to her unwaveringly, "From today onwards, you're capable of taking care of yourself. He's not gonna care if you're dead or alive. You have to fight on your own in order to live. There's no dead end in this world. Unless you choose to die!"
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Monday, May 11, 2009
Beautiful Things In Life
There are beautiful things in life which never fail to touch my heart and make me feel like I'm walking in the air. The feeling is a tranquil bliss which makes me feel so peaceful that I can smile without a reason =)
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Friday, May 1, 2009
Lost In Your Smile
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Saturday, April 25, 2009
Life Is Full Of Challenges. Get Over It!
In life, you meet mean people. In relationships, you meet the wrong ones. When he loves you, he can be super nice and you feel that you're the luckiest person on earth but after feelings fade, you see the angel halo above his head slowly fading and the devil horns revealing. He tells you he has no time for you and leaves you to bleed, with false hopes. You wait like a fool, not knowing that he's just toying around with your feelings. Every night, you cry yourself to sleep and say encouraging words to make yourself have faith in him. There's no sign but you keep waiting and deep down in your heart, you feel emptiness. You cry a million tears.
And what does he do?
He pretends to be busy when you're around. He gives you the frosty stare when you try to talk to him. Your friends tell you that he's after this girl and you don't believe it till you witness with your own watery eyes. He gives the present that you bought for him to the girl and claims that he bought it on his own. He dedicates this poem to her when long time ago he said it was for you and now you realize it's a lie. You see his true colors and he's not capable of understanding what he's done to you. You wanna understand why but you're hurting yourself. You swallow your pride and try to be forgiving but he doesn't seem to give a shit. His heart belongs to someone else.
And what're you gonna do?
Now, I'm sure I haven't passed this lesson in forgiving but I don't wanna be trapped in this cage of hate. I forced myself to let my clenched fist open but sometimes, I feel the adrenaline bursting through my veins still. In order to forgive, the other party should feel sorry but he's just too self-centered. He doesn't admit that he's a bastard. Some say he's not worthy of my forgiveness but what I still need to do though is to let go and release anger. That's hard but I'm on my way. Or can I just take a shortcut to pretend that I never knew this person? Maybe this rotten apple does not belong living in my precious memory.
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Sunday, April 19, 2009
Gathering At Q.S. Karaoke
Well, yesterday night was supposed to be my farewell party but I didn't wanna put it that way. After all, I would still be in Nilai to complete my application for universities so, gathering will do and that makes a lot of difference 'cause being a "V.I.P. of the day" means that you are not allowed to go home unless you're blind drunk!
Initially, we planned to either eat steamboat in Seremban or barbecue at P.D. but, we ended up drinking and singing at Q.S. KTV in Nilai. It was awesome though. It was one holy shit crazy night and I enjoyed myself to the max! Thanks, Selina for the pressie and everyone else for bringing more joy into my life. *Hugs to all*.
At the beginning, we started off drinking slowly, chilling, singing and playing cards/dice. Everything seemed so peaceful. We were enjoying ourselves with the singer of the night, Victoria with her awesome voice playing in the background. I was quite excited but nah, didn't do anything stupid, didn't even try. At least not until they made me bottoms up two bottles of beer and you know, BEER = gas, gas, gas and a lot of burping/puking. EWE!
As usual, I always get effing hyper after drinking. I was running all over the place, camwhoring, head-banging, dancing, screaming, jumping on the sofas and unfortunately, I tripped. TWICE! Once was when I hopped on to my seat, I lost my balance and fell. Another time was when I wanted to pass the mic to Victoria before her song started. I just fell backward from the sofa. Despite the wound and bruises on my knees, I had fun! Lotsa fun!
Fei Lai Suk Suk
Alright, time to show you my achievements in the camwhoring session.
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