Wednesday, March 18, 2009

I Mish You

I still don't know the reason why you gave up on me and it's hard to accept your "No" and "Sorry". It hurts to let you go and it actually amazes me just how much you still mean to me. Before you left me, I had this CD burned for you but I guess I don't have the chance to pass it to you now and I'm dedicating this song to you. I guess it's one of your favorites and it sings my feelings out for me.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

The V.I.P. In My Life

So, recently I had my <3 broken and I wanna thank a few people for being with me. I really appreciate those lovely text messages, the long talks, the time spent just to hear me whining, the comforting words and the tissue papers offered. I love you people!

My brother, Sebastian. Thanks for checking on me from time to time.
Though you denied, this picture still reminds me of someone. LMAO
My girlfriends for life.
From the left, Huey Juen, Hui Ying, Me and Joo Huei
Hui Ying - I'll see you in May. Missing you like shit!
I know you're only a screen away, hun! Come back in June!
Joo Huei - My all-time favorite counsellor. When's our next appointment?
Aun Joo - You're kinda depressed lately but still you spared time with me. Yay!
Jia Zheng - You gave me the courage to dial his number.
Nicholas - The clown. Sometimes you talk too much =X
Harvin - Single can mingle, double means trouble. True!Li Min - I looove driving your van around! Wheeeee!
Poh Yih - When's our next trip to Cyberjaya Old Town?Suresh - "Never let the fear of striking out get in your way" Do the happy-and-sour-face magic for me again!Leslie - You'll need to slap me hard but that won't stop me from believing =P
I'm sorry for the sour faces, for bugging you people, for spacing out and drifting into my own world. Hopefully things will get better soon enough. At least I know that there are shoulders to cry on and people I can turn to. It's enough for me. Love.

Monday, March 9, 2009

I Used To Love

I used to love sitting in between your legs,
watching the stars shine brightly in the sky.
The feeling of love was so strong and true,
in the destined presence of you and I.

I used to love putting my head on your lap,
feeling your warm fingers on my cheek.
It was the tender touch of your love,
a touch so gentle that made me weak.

I used to love popping my head out of the gate,
watching you leave and wave goodbye.
You wanted a little more time with me,
I could tell by the look in your captivating eyes.

I used to love observing your sunshiny smile,
while you were watching Russell Peters.
You lighten up my tiny, fragile heart,
and brought me much joy and laughter.

Though good things in life only lasted a while,
I truly believe that my dreams will come true.
Someday we will see a rainbow smiling through,
and find ourselves doing the things we used to.

~~<{@ *Dedicated to this very special someone in my life.*

Sunday, March 8, 2009

They Say I'm Stupid

Why, yes I'm just too naive to keep believing. Maybe someday. Who knows? Miracles happen. My heart ached badly when you told me it was THE END but I was smiling =) because I believed and I'm still believing that there'll be a NEXT EPISODE of us.

I Still Believe
Somehow I know I will find a way to a brighter day in the sun
Somewhere I know that he waits for me
Someday soon he'll see I'm the one

I won't give up on this feeling
And nothing could keep me away

'Cause I still believe in destiny
That you and I were meant to be
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above
'Cause I still believe, believe in love

I know what's real cannot be denied
Although it may hide for awhile
With just one touch love can calm your fears
Turning all your tears into smiles

It's such a wondrous feeling
I know that my heart can't be wrong

'Cause I still believe in destiny
That you and I were meant to be
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above
'Cause I still believe, believe in love

Love can make miracles change everything
Lift you from the darkness and make your heart sing
Love is a river when you fall it's the greatest power of all

Oh, I still believe in destiny
That you and I were meant to be
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above
'Cause I still believe, believe in love
Yes I still believe, believe in love
I still believe in love
I still believe, believe in love

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Scattered Pieces


Happiness requires effort,
whereas unhappiness is easy.

Unhappiness then leads to anger,
and anger makes happiness impossible.


You know I can't smile without you :(

Monday, February 23, 2009

Mend My Broken Heart









I spent most of my time waiting,
for your call, for a response, for a chance to be with you.
But all I could taste were my salty tears.
My smile faded and my hopes shattered.
I was feeling left out in your life.
I'm missing your intimate touch.
I'm longing to be in your arms.
And I'm trying my very best to catch up with you.
All I want is a lil' time for "Me & You".
You have dreams and you are my dream come true.
That is why I'm chasing you.
I'm panting hard and I don't know if I caught up with you.
Don't abandon me baby.
Please don't turn your back and walk away.
I could feel the tears streaming down my face.
My heart is fragile, so handle it with care,
and put the pieces back together.

I love you more than you'll ever know.

Monday, February 16, 2009

Valentine's Day

Every February 14th, gifts, chocolates and roses are often exchanged between loved ones and it's a day usually treasured by women but who says men don't look forward to this day? Like women, men want to feel celebrated and adorned on Valentine's day. They want to be loved, desired and pampered just as much as women do. Tell me if I'm wrong.

On this special day, I spent most of my time with friends in Nilai. The area around our campus was flooded with loving couples and groups of friends. It seemed like it was the first time I ever seen Nilai so happening. Usually this place is dead and it looks haunted. Well, slightly better than "Silent Hill" town. At least that's what I think.

After midnight, when I was outside My Box waiting for a room for Karaoke, there was this guy who worked at D Max hair salon, walked up to me, wished me "Happy Valentine's Day" and gave me this Chicken Plush wrapped up nicely. My eyebrows went up and my jaw dropped as I didn't expect this but at the same time, I knew it wasn't specially for me. I'm sure he was just giving it to random girls to get more customers. Maybe he thought my hair was messy and needed a haircut?

Valentine's day to me is a special day to enhance your creative skills, to make your loved one feel appreciated and to show your passion in every possible way. It is a chance given to add colors and some spice into relationships. Every February 14th is something new to me and I spent more than half of the day of 2009's Valentine's day waiting. Thanks to you! I left you wandering around the shopping mall all alone for quite some time but I knew it was a sensible choice after I saw your smile =P Fair and square then. Despite you being late, everything turned out fantastic! Dinner at Taro, roses, gifts and most importantly you kept your promise to dance for me. Yay!

I'll never get enough of you baby.

Friday, February 6, 2009

Money Can't Buy Time

Have you ever waited for someone and after one hour they haven't showed up? Or you wake up late, miss an appointment and everything is screwed. My brother once told me that if we woke up late and half the day was gone, we would feel shitty for the rest of the day. Yes, I have to agree with him. It is so true.

The sand of the hour glass flows. Time is so very precious. It is ever on the move and once gone, it will never return and where does it go?

Seriously, I don't mind waiting for 15 minutes or so but anybody who would make me wait for more than 45 minutes is so gonna get an icy stare from me! They better not talk to me after they showed up.

We show a lack of respect for other people's time for being late and time management, of course, is the key to punctuality. There are many things that we could do to prevent ourselves from being late like getting up early, planning things ahead, predicting the time we need to travel from one place to another or even set our clocks back a few minutes.

So, next time if you know you're gonna be late, please inform the other party. Don't keep people waiting and please don't delay your existing appointments for other new appointments. If your schedule is too tight, don't make promises at all.

Nobody can turn back time or rewind the clock. So, please, don't make me wait.